Wednesday, March 12, 2008

There is no bottom to the pit

It's a bottomless pit.

I feel myself falling again. Just when I thought that the I had reached my lowest point, I was wrong. There can never be such a point. Maybe it's a spiral downwards. Good news might come in pairs, but bad news come by the herd.

I haven't had good days at work. I talked to my bosses about leaving my job. I have been pressured at work. I've been working 12 hours these few days. I recieved rejection for my job interview. I haven't had a good sleep for the past week. And today, I broke up with my girlfriend.

I don't know what's next. How much more optimistic can I be in life, when things are turning bleak? Will the storm be over? Or is this the start of more torrendous rain I have to weather?

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