Something Special

I had a short chat with Mrs P the other night. During the conversation, she told me to ask her 1 burning question on any topic. I paused and then I asked, "what's the something special that U want to achieve this year, besides involving ur normal routine - i.e. ur routine job, your husband and toastmasters?"

She paused. Her reply came, only after some time. But I know it wasn't an easy qn. It was a tough qn that I had always avoided. I couldn't try to answer it. Maybe I am not an adventurous person. Maybe I don't want to write & break any more resolutions. Maybe I am living in a world of escapism.

But I am beginning to face the qn again - a question of how to live my life in a more meaningful and different way in 2009.