Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Confusingly Single

I am single. I have no girlfriend. I chose not to get attached. This was a conscious decision I made last year after I broke off from my last relationship.

I enjoy the advantages of being SINGLE. (i) More time to myself, (ii) Unlimited socialising and getting to know new friends, (iii) No need to report to my significant other constantly, (iv) Occasionally flirting, and (v) Going out for drinks & staying up real late.

Chinese New Year came. Speaking to relatives is a must. Questions of my marriage came. I was firm in my answer - that I need to find a gf first before inviting them for marriage. My expectations of a gf are high. My search might be long. My heart couldn't have been ready. I know I chose to be single. But why is my heart yearning for a girlfriend so that I could look forward to what couples do?

Is my heart confused or is the grass greener on the other side of the fence?

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